Being Thrown Away

Person with a heart inside,

Wouldn't want to hurt anyone heart,

By deep inside they can slightly hurt

the person without being aware

How can someone be perfect

inside and outside?

Why do they treat people differently?

Every simple word that came out from their mouth

Seems to hurt my feeling 

Maybe I had been to jealous?

I would not care for other

But the more I know that person

The more I know that "it"

Want to know about others through me

Am I invisible?

I don't want to hurt their feeling

By being selfish 

But pretending to be okay

It really hurt me inside...

To stop helping them

Make me feel like I betray 

Our friendship...

What should I do?

To see everything being normal 

It hard even for a person like me

Maybe I should put myself first

Because this is my life

I want to treat myself special

Even though others don't