Cemburu?

Wish so that I can just ignore it

Why do I always make me feel like this

"A" have a friend also not only me

But she never smile like that when she was with me

What do I do wrong with her?

Did we just lost our chemistry?

Or been apart from her is making us become stranger

I don't know why

But the look on her face 

Tell me that "Who are you?"

"Just go away"

It hurt, you know

I want to tell my problems

But I know the answer that I will get

But I don't know how to express my story

I don't know why when I'm telling my problems

I just want to forget about it

But when I think about it

It makes me hurt more!

I don't if I really had done something wrong to her

People just left me behind

But I know some are staying with me

And I'm thankful with that

It is such an honor for me to have

People that I care, care me back

I don't want to be selfish

I do have many friends that I can rely on

That treat me and respect me as a human

And love me as a friend

Not just friend but best friend

I know when life goes on

"A" will definitely leave me

And 100% guarantee that

She will find a friend that are better than I am

But I don't want it to happen

It seems like maybe this is the end of our beautiful friendship

Thanks for all the memories

I will treasure it forever

Just remember the good memories