Heart Broken

Just by looking at this picture

It seems to be me

Among other people, 

I always feel sad and problematic person

It's hard to be normal

When actually your heart being hurting

I thought I will be okay

If I just keep my problem to myself

The more the problem came to me

The more selfish I would be

I should have known

"The world doesn't always revolve around me"

But sometime I wish I do have someone who understand my feeling,

There is someone...but I don't want to lie

But please understand my feeling

I still can't forget what happen

Don't treat me like I'm okay!

I'm not okay

People say they understand me

Yeah, for about 4 hours..

Then, you become my worst nightmare

Don't tease me

I've been through this alone

And I'm hurting badly

I know I'm not alone

But the truth is

I know I'm alone!

My attitude

Is there any problem with it?

If you want me to change my attitude

What about YOURS?

Don't be perfect when you are not!

It tiring me, okay?

I just want to stop this drama!

And all of you to

It is not your fault

It is my fault

For being a nonsense!

I just want to cry and cry and cry

But it seems doesn't work anymore

I don't want my heart to hurt easily

I know I'm not strong

I'm weak!

But you should know

At least I don't hurt myself!

When everyone hurting me,

The only one who can cure it

Is...

?????